Much Better

So things are better around here today. I got to talk to Adam. I still don't know exactly what's going on but I know it has nothing to do with me. He has a lot going on in his mind and just doesn't want to talk to anybody. I can understand that. But he said he has missed me and its been hard on him. And I have to respect he doesnt want to talk about it. He said if it ever had anything to do with me I would be the first person to know. He said he would never not talking something through with me. So I hope he can get things figured out for himself. He is going to call tomorrow. I can deal with that. I just want to see him happy so I hope he can get things fixed for himself. Im not completely letting him off the hook because he did hurt me and he knows that so that is a big thing. But I do care about him so very much and he cares about me. So everyone cross their fingers that he figures things out and that we are happy. I need something to go right.