Sunday, November 16, 2008
Sleep
I really wish I could sleep. I have so much on my mind that I just cant fall asleep. I have tried about 20 times now and nothing seems to work. So I guess I shall sit on my computer. And I really suppose Jools is the one who got me sick. This crap wont go away either. So Im thinking of taking a little mini vacation. I think I need one and I definitely think I deserve one. I work my ass off every day of the week and think I deserve to just relax. The girls and I are going to Frankenmuth and Birch Run on December 8th so that will be a nice one day trip. But I want to get out of Michigan. Only problem is I probably wont be able to afford that til after I get my taxes back. Im definitely using that money on something for myself for once. Im sick of helping people. Its so rewarding until those people screw you over. And in my experience they ALWAYS screw me over. I dont know what it is. Maybe my grandma was right. Maybe my heart is too big! Maybe I need to stop putting everyone before myself. I think she was right and it is time for me to start taking care of myself first. There is something to be said for those who can balance both but I think I have been burned soo many times that I just cant do it anymore. So thats my New Years resolution. To take care of myself first!
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I know it's expensive to get all the way down here, but you know you're ALWAYS welcomed! I love you, and hope you can find happiness and that he will TALK to you! That's the worst...when you don't even know what happened. I'm going through something similar right now with a friend of mine. I believe what Grandma said was right...she may not have been right about everything, but you have a HUGE heart! It's time you start filling it with things that make YOU happy!
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